Not quite the “I’d do anything for you” he mistook it for. And sickeningly, that makes it easier to squash that jealousy back down for the moment.]
It’s...fine. I’m just not used to talking about this kind of stuff. [His tone shifts to something no less uncomfortable but at least half-joking as he says--] I think most people assume I would just find a way to use it against them. Which, I probably would have.
[Plus he just hasn’t had many friends to talk about this kind of thing with in the first place. There’s also that.]
So, that’s what you meant when you said you weren’t sure what it meant for you? Trying to figure out if you’re going to be okay with that?
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[Well that’s...hm…
Not quite the “I’d do anything for you” he mistook it for. And sickeningly, that makes it easier to squash that jealousy back down for the moment.]
It’s...fine. I’m just not used to talking about this kind of stuff. [His tone shifts to something no less uncomfortable but at least half-joking as he says--] I think most people assume I would just find a way to use it against them. Which, I probably would have.
[Plus he just hasn’t had many friends to talk about this kind of thing with in the first place. There’s also that.]
So, that’s what you meant when you said you weren’t sure what it meant for you? Trying to figure out if you’re going to be okay with that?