If I want her, I have to be okay with that.

[ Her tone drops, unhappy and concerned. ]

I feel like she's going to literally kill herself trying to be the one who carries everything and nothing I can do will stop her. I don't want to watch that happen but she's the only good thing I have left in my life. Without her, there's no one who cares about me in the whole universe.

[ SHe sighs and leans forward, hunching over her communicator. ]

I did that to myself, though.