Look, if it sucks either way, you might as well get to use a flamethrower like a badass. Fire's sanitary. It's science.

[ SHRUG. This conversation is really in his language of pretending not to care about a lot of things. A balm on the part of his soul that is constantly screeching, exhausted, about the ways he sucks when it really matters. ]

So as you can see, my level is basically thinking about useless bullshit instead of huge problems 'cause I don't know what I'm doing. What I do know is between the huge problems and the useless bullshit, I don't have time to care about the fact that I'm an idiot. And once you do that for like ten years, it really frees you up.