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piper902021-03-24 07:41 pm
beetlebutt) wrote in piper902021-03-24 07:41 pm
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big bad beetleborg [video] [locked]
[ooc: This is set just slightly before people return from the plot, so that people on the rig can see it before everyone returns and people in the plot can see it after they return.]
[Jaime is definitely thrown by finding himself here and he already earned himself a few shocks trying to fight his way out. Fortunately, they were only the short zappy kind, not Violations. Eventually he simmered down and thought about what Ted had taught him, about keeping his cool and playing the long game. But even now after getting the talk about where he is, he's feeling suspicious.]
[What if this is some weird game the Regime is playing? What if they're doing...something that they think will help coerce him to work with them long term? Ted had made it clear to him how manipulative and controlling they could. What if this is some kind of set up to try to convince him to join them?]
[That had always been Ted's fear. That Jaime would be strong-armed or manipulated into working for the bad guys - possibly even with threats to his family - or that Batman would recruit him because his people were dropping like flies. So he's feeling slightly suspicious when he gets on the comms, and his frown is pretty cranky.]
[He figured out that encryption pretty fast, enough with the Scarab poking around the comms. He's already told the Scarab to stay quiet and keep his head down.]
Okay, so apparently if you're kidnapped by people from another dimension, you get a free smartphone. Cool.
[It's not cool.]
[He drags a hand down his face.]
My name is Jaime. Just Jaime, that's all you get.
[He might have to use the suit, so he doesn't want his name associated with it. There are plenty of black-haired teenagers named Jaime out there.]
How many other people are in this place? And did anyone get powers or get changes in their powers?
[A squint.]
Also, that slideshow, does anyone know who made that? Because it was either parody meant to insult us or the person who made it was like super old. Like "uses internet explorer" old.
[Jaime is definitely thrown by finding himself here and he already earned himself a few shocks trying to fight his way out. Fortunately, they were only the short zappy kind, not Violations. Eventually he simmered down and thought about what Ted had taught him, about keeping his cool and playing the long game. But even now after getting the talk about where he is, he's feeling suspicious.]
[What if this is some weird game the Regime is playing? What if they're doing...something that they think will help coerce him to work with them long term? Ted had made it clear to him how manipulative and controlling they could. What if this is some kind of set up to try to convince him to join them?]
[That had always been Ted's fear. That Jaime would be strong-armed or manipulated into working for the bad guys - possibly even with threats to his family - or that Batman would recruit him because his people were dropping like flies. So he's feeling slightly suspicious when he gets on the comms, and his frown is pretty cranky.]
[He figured out that encryption pretty fast, enough with the Scarab poking around the comms. He's already told the Scarab to stay quiet and keep his head down.]
Okay, so apparently if you're kidnapped by people from another dimension, you get a free smartphone. Cool.
[It's not cool.]
[He drags a hand down his face.]
My name is Jaime. Just Jaime, that's all you get.
[He might have to use the suit, so he doesn't want his name associated with it. There are plenty of black-haired teenagers named Jaime out there.]
How many other people are in this place? And did anyone get powers or get changes in their powers?
[A squint.]
Also, that slideshow, does anyone know who made that? Because it was either parody meant to insult us or the person who made it was like super old. Like "uses internet explorer" old.
Re: Locked to Robbie
[ “I didn’t hesitate.”
Bad Robbie stomach doesn’t hesitate to sink. Something about the way Jaime says circles back to the idea of freezing trips a wire. ]
My old team. They died.
[ He doesn’t normally talk about it this way. The focus isn’t allowed to be on them, as opposed to the civilians that died, so Robbie can’t fall into his familiar, practiced lines about how Stamford Was A Tragedy.
Instead, he coughs up fragments and simple sentences to just give away the worst of himself to a kid he’s just met, because he thinks Jaime can use it. Robbie is used to serving as the cautionary tale.
But he’s a little shocked at how the resurrections haven’t dulled the hurt. ]
We didn’t know what we were up against. Nitro was boosting his powers. He blew up ten square city blocks. Just like that.
They were gone. I was gone too - I got thrown clear to the other side of New York. State. Nobody could’ve been enough. I know that. It was less than an instant. I ... guess you could say I blamed myself pretty hard.
[ He’s supposed to say that he doesn’t blame himself anymore. But saying that outloud to someone new, someone who doesn’t know him and can’t weigh the good that he’s done. It’s too hard to say and even thinking about it stirs up old shame. ]
You did good, Jaime. You didn’t hesitate, and they wanted you to still be here. And that’s okay.
[ It’s not poetic, but Robbie wished someone had explained that to him when he was 17. That his friends wouldn’t be mad that he was alive. That it was okay. That he was good. He wipes his eyes quickly and clears his throat. ]
Yeah. We’re mostly a pack of randos. I know Brainy and Hiccup from the Two Batmen world, and I know of Rogue and the other X-Men from my home world. They’re all right. I’ve never heard of the Regime, anyway, so I think you’re safe. We - you know. Safe for here. Ignoring the extradimensional kidnapping and enslavement.
Re: Locked to Robbie
I'm sorry. That must have been horrible.
I...I messed up once too. It wasn't that many people but I still did and Batman told me to stop using my powers. That I was a liability.
[He thinks about the "they wanted you to still be here." He thinks about Ted telling Booster to train him, that he was the kind of hero they always wanted to be. How much they wanted him to be out there doing good in the world because they believed so hard in him.]
And I keep losing people.
[He can't say their names, can't talk about who they were, not yet.]
But at the same time I can't stop. The things I've helped stop, so many people would've died if I hadn't tried. I just wish it didn't keep coming with some kind of huge cost and I'm always like low-key freaking out over the idea it might be someone else next.
Like my best friends or my family or something.
[Ted had been killed by Ra's but the reason Booster couldn't use time travel to save him was because fate decided Jaime and Booster being together was more important, since Jaime would someday need to fight Starro. And then Booster had sacrificed himself to save him.]
Each time, I guess it's not my fault but it's still always somehow because of me. I feel, like, cursed or something.