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Buzz Lightyear ([personal profile] toinfinity_andbeyond) wrote in [community profile] piper90 2020-06-30 04:09 am (UTC)

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[Six times? Oh no, Buzz can imagine all too easily what a horrific cycle that would be. Reset once for good here he'd lose Jessie, and never get her back. He'd go through crisis after crisis again and again as he inevitably realized the truth, and if Woody were ever not around to talk him back into accepting life as it was, all Jorgmund would be able to do to keep him from sinking into the depression of having no life would be to restart the process over, and over, and over again -]

I don't even know what to say. That's horrifying. I'm deeply sorry for your loss.

[Here's someone who's living the reality of Buzz's own identity crisis, but living it with the life he'd thought he had as a person truly having been his, and then truly lost to him entirely.

It takes a long time, between deciding if this is making it too much About Him, and then deciding if he wants to be this emotionally vulnerable with a near stranger at all, for Buzz to finish his message.]


When I was first activated, I believed I was a person. It was hard enough to discover I hadn't ever been one. I don't know what I'd do if that life had been real and had been taken from me. You must have an incredible force of will to keep going in the face of that loss.

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