[locked] anon post: user name @bbboxer

[bananaclip]

I've been here a little while and I've read back a lot of the stuff on the network.

Some of you are smart enough that you'll figure out who I am immediately but, I have to ask — really? Really??

You get on this network and you talk about your old lives like no one you know from back where you came from is going to show up and ruin everything for you.

And you talk like you don’t expect these Jorgmund people to hold some of that stuff over your head, either.

I’m sorry, but I’m a lot more private than that. You know? I’m smarter than that. I’m not willing to ruin everything by talking too much.

PS – Anyone who guesses who I am gets one of those shitty beers from the cafeteria dumped over their head. Mind your business.

Comments

[bananaclip]

Anger. Anger at the situation and our captors, and a feeling of helplessness that people seem to be putting themselves in bad positions here.

[Sent privately]

[wheyoftheadept]

mmm, id ask the people ur worried about before you make any judgement calls cause we are all from different places and have different priorities and such. i get its a shock to go from a situation where you basically know the score even if that score sucks to one where the points are made up an the rules dont matter but like.... theres a lot of variables at work and if you paid attention to the slides and backread everything, most of those variables resolve to "whatever you can dream up."

like as a control freak i can confirm this place is hell for control freaks but chewing out people who dont know you for doing it wrong when you havent even checked their definition of right and reason for defining it that way is just reacting out of your own feelings its not a real strategic assessment. if youre smart enough to use a psued til the system is verified to ur statisfaction ur smart enough to know coming in hot to people who don't know you from fucking adam isnt tactically sound.

get to know people then tell them they're idiots.

[bananaclip]

Message received. I realized in talking to everyone that I'm pretty cranky—tired, hungry, upset. I made a mistake in sending this.

Thank you for being patient with me.

[wheyoftheadept]

i dont think anyone comes out of orientation in a good mood, ur not even close to the worst reaction. dont worry about it. :D

if ur having trouble getting into the messhall just ping me on comms, ill come over and smile you in

[bananaclip]

I'd appreciate that because I'm not looking forward to that.

[wheyoftheadept]

np.